Unlocking My Inner Peace: Emotional State and Gratitude

At this juncture, I find myself amidst an 'in-between' state, neither overwhelmed by joy nor consumed by sadness. Everyday life has become my norm, a tranquil yet ever-present backdrop to my existence. Occasionally, moments of contentment or slight unease flicker, but overall, I am at peace, simply living, breathing, and thinking. This sense of equilibrium has been a beacon of solace amidst the tumultuous journey of personal and academic growth.

The Transition from Studies to Life

The past few years have been a whirlwind of intellectual and personal development. My journey began with the intense pursuit of my Master's degree, a three-year odyssey that involved not only rigorous study but also profound self-reflection. The pressure and dedication required for my Master's had almost consumed my entire existence. However, today marks a significant milestone: my last official day at Punjab University. Today's culminating event was my final exam in a critical core subject—electrochemistry and material chemistry. The support of the placement cell, though somewhat tardy, has been invaluable, addressing the practical aspects of my academic journey.

With the end of this chapter comes a sense of freedom, a much-needed respite from the relentless academic grind. The past three-plus years have been a rigorous test of my resilience, and indeed, they have been invaluable. However, amidst this rigorous pursuit, certain aspects of my life, such as health and family, have often taken a back seat. Ensuring my mental health has been a priority, and it is this mindful approach that has kept me grounded.

A Heartfelt Parting

Today also signifies a parting with my supervisor, a mentor who has been instrumental in shaping my understanding of research. The mentorship he provided, both academically and personally, has been profound. Our final meeting was a poignant one, filled with wise advice for my future endeavors. His gentle gesture of suggesting we stay in touch was particularly heartwarming and is a testament to the lasting impact of his mentorship.

The day would not be complete without a cherished moment with my friends, who have been a constant support during my studies. All of them have been staying in hostels, and as the semester draws to a close, I find myself reflecting on the camaraderie and shared experiences. Today was the last time I met them, and each of them is headed to their respective places soon. This bittersweet sentiment encapsulates the essence of transition and growth.

Gratitude and the Senses: Embracing Nature and Comfort in Rain

Today holds a special place in my heart, for it is a day of reflection and renewal. The weather has played a significant role in fostering a sense of tranquility and gratitude. The rain, a welcome respite from the routine of academic life, evokes a profound emotional response. It washes away the dust of daily obligations, bringing a sense of calm and introspection.

My relationship with nature has often been strained due to the rigors of college life. This semester, despite the busy schedule, I have managed to find time to reconnect with the natural world, particularly during the heavy downpours. The rain has become a symbol of renewal and a reminder to embrace the simple joys in life. Equally important is the comfort that comes from a familiar ritual: eating maggi (instant noodles) while watching anime, a tradition that I have cherished. It is a simple pleasure that brings me great comfort and a sense of continuity amidst change.

I sit here, on the floor, writing this reflection, embracing the present moment. The rain continues to shower, a reminder of the ever-present beauty of the natural world. As I pen these words, I am filled with a deep sense of gratitude for the journey I have undertaken and the moments that have shaped me.

May the rain bring you comfort and new beginnings.